Mental Health, Random Thoughts

Flooded

When you’re world comes crashing down it’s like you can’t even breathe

You try to get up again and again but your drowning in you’re tears

They won’t stop, until it’s a flood of cries and agony

Finally you can stand up again but at this point it feels cold

You only feel emotion when you let the waterfall cascade down

Now there is a choice that you have to make

A choice that can affect everything

Do you drown with the flood or do you embrace the cold?

Cooking And Baking, Random Thoughts

Gluten Free Cooking and Baking

I am not celiac or gluten intolerant but my kitchen is 99% Gluten Free. My best friend has celiac disease and my husband has a sensitivity, so the majority of my cooking has been gluten-free for the last 8 years.

When you hear the words GLUTEN FREE what do you think of? Most people respond with flour…. which is mainly true… because gluten is a protein found in wheat (regular flour), barley,rye, and oats.  Continue reading “Gluten Free Cooking and Baking”

Random Thoughts, Uncategorized

Love My Faults

If you love me love all my faults

I hate it when you criticize me

Criticism can be good but not when you do it in such a negative way

I hate it when you insult me

Insults aren’t a joke, even though you say that they are meant to be

It hurts me that you say more negative than positive

Almost every day

Than you wonder why I look in the mirror and complain

When you barely have anything nice to say

You’re supposed to love me despite my faults

You’re supposed to build me up and promote my thoughts

You don’t have to agree with everything I say and do but your supposed to support me and have my side

And maybe I’m not the prettiest, but I’m yours and you should make me believe that you love everything about me.

Random Thoughts

Doritos Get In My Belly!

Remember two days ago when I said my legs hurt from working out, yeah well they still friggin hurt. It’s not even 10am and I’m laying on the couch eating a big bag of spicy Doritos (I told you before I’m a junk food junkie) thinking I should of eaten them all last night. If I had of eaten them all last night, I wouldn’t be stuck here unmotivated due to laziness, stupid Aunt Flo, sore muscles and..,. You got it, chips! I can’t help my self they are sitting there, I must eat them. I also must clean my house and convince myself to work out so I can be hot or something along those lines. Ugh I wish I was still 20, back when these bags of chips didn’t affect my waist line. I just wrote a post about positive thinking which is true, I’m feeling very positive, and I’m pretty positive I’m going to eat the rest of this bag of chips!

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The Rising Rate of Autisum

There are so many studies on Autism and numerous debates on why more and more people/children are being diagnosed with Autism. Is it vaccination-related, is its proximity to airports, genetics, birth defects etc? The answer is no one knows.

I work with children with Autism and have an older brother with Autism. About 6 years ago I was in California and I met a woman from Wyoming and she had a unique theory that “Autism is caused by evolving too quickly.” So I thought about it, totally plausible, I thought about it more, what would it mean to evolve too quickly? Possibly that Autism is caused by information overload?? Continue reading “The Rising Rate of Autisum”

Random Thoughts

Annoyed at 5 am

My dog woke me up at 4 am because she desperately needed to go out. I couldn’t get back to sleep and laid in bed writing a new post using my cell phone I gave it one more read and was about to post it when suddenly I deleted it, and can’t figure out how to get it back. 😞😢

Good night, going back to sleep 😒